Yayy the second blog entry

I did not think initially that this would be a good idea. But I stand corrected now.

Anyways, I feel a whole lot better now since ive found things to keep myself busy with. Besides writing, ive decided that art is what ive always wanted to do… and what better time to do it than now??
So naturally, I got myself charcoal pencils and conte crayons and I must declare, the result was pretty amazing. Even if I say so myself. Lol
For most of my life, ive been petrified to do what I love. I always feared people would either judge me or laugh at me. Like drawing or singing for example. Ive loved to draw for as long as I can remember and when I was young I used to win all the time. When I got older I used to see such pretty drawings and when I compared mine with those, I felt small. And embarrassed. And ashamed. And then I decided I would never draw for the simple reason that I thought I was incapable. Even singing for that matter. I was too shy and ashamed. And now I regret it. Which is why, ive decided I don’t care what the rest of the world thinks and im going to draw and draw and draw.

I think ive stepped beyond the nascent stage of my adversity. And I feel wonderful. Well not that much. But I feel great knowing that im going to feel great sooner than I thought. If u know what I mean! My friends have been so supportive and I love all of you.